every single step I take seems to go the other way from the one that i'd intended thought this lunacy had ended
and the seasons never change they just always stay the same like a band with just a drummer I'm in neverending summer
And I'm alone now
in the city where i'm from all the people think I'm dumb they said don't be such a fool just get a job and go to school
but I ignored what they all said and I packed my bags instead traveled to a brand new state where I relied on only fate
And I'm alone now
I am searching for a certainty that I can never find all the dreams and aspirations that are swimming in my mind if I get too close to finding out what I am here to say the ideas that I once had always seem to slip away